i have lived my life already!!

i knw i have to go soon
on paths unknown
new life awaiting
with new colours and faces
with fresh routes to mark traces
with sum sweet promises,
but,
remember this always,
my heart learnt to beat on ur name
and it has tasted thousands of incarnation in ur soul,
already!!!!


hiramalik

healing of nights!

thought to share it here too!!

enchant me again though the night is dark
and i have turned off all the lights in this bazar,
the sellers are quiet,and the things getting rotten
the smell of decayed is dispersing through the mouths of ajar..
shimmer it from the hearts of asleep,
and drown urself again in bottles of wines...
the graveyard is on the other street,beyond the tree of pine,
care not ,as the time still is in favour of mine...
i quietly asked my companion of the reason of being wise,
''the wine is still in my throat and the boiling of my blood is on rise''
seek the light,as the night is lingering too long,
'NO',stop muttering another word,the moment is wrong...
''let me adore the face of my knight,
as this is what we call the healing of nights''!!!

hiramalik

never ask to bargain!!

thought to post my this writing here too!!!!!

i have taken this picture from google,it doesnot  belong to me!!

i cherish u
whether u come infront of me in a ragged robe,
wrinkled face,
penniless,
ill cherish u more every day,
even if u are dirt in dirt,
or the skin of urs is diseased with irrepairable hurt,
or if ur face is disfigured,
even if u are a plague to herd,
ill hold the trembling hand of urs,
and will plunge in the heart 
that still shine to me like a first morning ray,
infront of whose shineness 
crystals and diamonds turn grey....
have u ever felt the ocean of passion
fierece inside me,
i am a passanger of ur love,
and my heart sees nothing,
nor my eyes feel anythng,
but the fire of its beauty,
that has burned me in all these years
and still i yearn fo the purity....
even if u fill my lap
with the treasure of skies and earths
ill bargain never my heart
even if u burn  me in  hell's hearth..
i have gained the shineness of this treasure
after hardships of pains
and no pleasure can soothe this burning
as this desire is insane!!

hiramalik                                                                    

my BLOG!!

i love u so much,though i have got new ways,but ill come to see u more often,becuase i miss u:)

graveyard!!

i passed the graveyard today,same paths,same people,same faces around ,same feeling....
but today the diving sun whispered to me my reality ,so slow it was ,so politely,but it shivered me,and i started trembling with uncontrollable tears....i asked the departing sun,y u leaving me in such pain after telling me the realization that i forget so often?,, he was tired and looked with half closed eyes to the night's power en-veiling the ceiling of sky,the scarlet colour of it looked so sad to  me after such a long time and said''realization is a door to ur own soul,,y u always keep it closed when all the time u burn in search of love,y u fear of such realization,,?are u afraid of the hardships? (smile carelessly), than not,because it is the trial...jump into or stay ignorant with restlessness,u have no other choice''.....
the eyes of mine left my body,denied my command and started staring at the sad scarlet color of sky that was turning into gloom...i tried to look away,but they got more rebellious and tears lost their way....


hiramalik

its important(to me)

today time is great,today feelings are high,and the torments are less...mind is not occupied and hearts are blazing with hipe of springs....today time is not passing but flying and smiles surrond me,and every day i feel new air and new strength to fight on all platforms of my little life....
but inside  have fears of those heaviness,batterdness,harshnes,hatred,hurt,pain,screams,restlessness,that once i suffered in times those were heavy and long and unended,when i fell bad and  all intellect evaporated to nowhere,when heart of mine was in constant pain and unbearable yearnings.....
fears sometimes destroy the calmness u avail after a long meditation....hardships go futile once u ustart feeding ur fears too...
a friend of mine said once,''never f ear of fears,they are the most coward feelings amongst urs...befriend them but never challenge them, let them see that u are not  afraid of them,they will sleep forever''




hiramalik

rememberance of HIS!!

fill ur heart with the  Rememberance of HIS.....the real longing have u ever felt,when in the presence of all luxuries,still there is left a burning fire, like a coal that neither recieve calmness from the constant burning nor gets burned completely in the volcanoe of fire.....


be like a piece of coal that neither changes its colour nomatter what the condition is nor it speaks out loud its pain,,but in its burning get the incarnation into a real diamond...


dnt be afraid,dnt be hesitant,HIS love is all that can fill ur vessel uptoo its brim,,and care not even if it spills out,,as more u drink this ocean more ull crave for oceans of oceans........


this life ,have u ever thought ,of how many moments?? and have u ever given it a belief that how many other lives may be v have spent in this universE,,or may be we are not the one,,one of our soul must be wAndering in other universe....may be this moon is not what it looks like,may be stars are not the stars but only our perception,or may b we are dreaming and the reality is yet far ahead....


like my words,,that wander from one line to other,,jump like an ntrained horse from one trace of my thought to another,likewise may be this world is changing for no reason,,or may be our minds are not the real minds but the reflection of heart...or may be this blood is not red,its blue or may be white,but we have named it red because it was called red...


insanity is not un-avoidable like this breath,vision,hearing,voice...its amongst our real instincts....
its deep inside us somewhere,when our souls were created,to get insane in HIS love,and there is no remedy,infact there is no need to have remedy for this sort of insanity,coz it is the real thing, for which we human for decades and centuries strived...it was the actual jewel fo which we dig big mountains,and climbed high on skies, and wrote words with ink of oceans,but still stayed un-quenched...


i feel if i cut my heart and keep on cutting it in pieces ,millions of pieces,,deerooting the loves of  idols, that have made my heart 'black',,may be than at the last i wud be able to see the real colour of ''red'',,wud be able to smell the real scent of 'blood'',,wud than may be find my real ''origion''......

Savage Garden - I Knew I Loved You

my weakeness(es)!!

many times i have written phrases in my praise,in expressing beauty of my quality...but hardly for once i wrote on my weakeness....
Yes folks,i know its the same as u cut ur toes by an axe all by intentions to announce ur weakenesses too aloud...but i am shrewed in my part too(:P)...ill tell in a language which ull not understand in ur understanding....


lets start a game!!!


1. when i fall, i hide,rather to get up....(but i know its a quality too:P)


2. most of the time i stop my mind,and let my heart play games(i guess this is very lame:P)


3. i have many times touched the stars,,but how moon looks like,i never have seen in my life,coz at that time of witnessing i close my eyes because of fears of sheer light....


4.  when i am stron,i feel weak more...


5.i love to write,but i get fed up of writing on a paper,so i revise those words in my mind again and again,but because of weak memory,in second minute i forget all...( *sad*)


6.my brother says that ull have ur life be ended on writings and books...i knw he lies(but i sometimes believe on this)...(again sad)..


7. i cant wake up early in the morning,when i so wish to see light abolishing the dark,though ''light'' never fascinated me as much ''night'' does...


8. i look at the wrist watch too much..lol


9. i am maddddd for good clothes(its insane beyond limits)..


10.i  loothe those who copy me,but i feel i have all authority to copy others( weak defence)


11. i know at times that i have to kick out that particular person out of life,,but my heart gets mellowed(u knw very soft heart,bauahahahahha)


12. the last but not the least,,i am tired of writing here ,as the list is too much,,coz i have other things in my mind too,to do,other than listing up my weakenesses:P

Vanity - Yasir & Jawad (original)

wat a talent u are YASIR and JAWAD!!!!!

Arcane Dominion - Yasir & Jawad (Cover)

and here comes on the top the name to smash the industry soon IA,yasir and jawad....waoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo,,they have created a miracle!!!!hats off to u YASIR KHAN and jawad!!!!i just get absorbed in its delicacy,serenity and i fly high on skies peacefully....its such a dramatic tunes that let u forget everythng...i loveeeeeee it the most!!!!!!!!!

Tom Waits - "Hold On" (ANTI-)

well what to say about this man..i guess he is the only person i have seen that have sung every song in his ownn ways of spontaneity,,in his own ecstatic ,calm way...i justt admire his style and his hoarse voice:),,his one song ''warm beer cold woman'' is my fav too

Down In The Depths

she never been my all times fav,but few of her songs i always have enjoyed while driving or on long walks with headsets on....but yes her attitude i have admired always...

a new MEDIUM!!

 To all those who care to read my immature writing(m so humble:P),,fo them i just want to mention here that for some reason i have stopped posting my writings here...ill mail u all my new medium soon:)


PEACE OUT!!


hiramalik

Slow Dancing In A Burning Room (Live in L.A.)

this one is again my all time favourite,i always have sherished mayer all the times!!

Heartbreak Warfare-John Mayer + LYRICS

here it goes:)